We stay inside during the day because of the blazing heat so I have made going outside to play every evening part of our routine. She absolutely loves being outside. One of the things CJ always did when he was home was share a popsicle with her. So tonight after dinner I gave her one and took her outside to play. She sat down on the steps and ate the whole thing all by herself. Daddy would be proud. :)
I think we're adjusting quite well. Every night since he's been gone we talk on face time and it makes things a little easier. Bryer blows him kisses and speaks to him in her own baby language. Sometimes during the day I'll start thinking about him being gone and quickly find something to do before I freak myself out. I'm actually surprised with how well I'm handling everything, and keeping my mind occupied. I couldn't do it without my heavenly father, he has definitely given me strength. I'm relying fully on him now and I haven't felt this close to him in a long time. I can feel his love and comfort. I know that everything will be okay.
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Oh Julie. This warms my heart. I keep thinking about you and sending you my prayers for you to have strength, be safe and comforted!! You are such an amazing mother and I look up to you!! I love you so much and miss you!!!
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